2011 came like a blow to my ego.I mean, generally I would say that 2010 was definitely a challenge to me ; emotionally and physically.As I have should realized earlier that I was wasting time on my crush , Faiz.
I mean, again and again I have told him that playing with peoples feelings? -not cool.But he fails to grasp this advice.I can't say that he's stupid 'cause he's really smart.So I think he just has trust issues. -,-
And almost ALWAYS , I will always say at least something about him , even if that post didn't have ANYTHING to do with him. *I have issues too I guess.
He recently said that he appreciates my presence but due to the "death" of one his friends back in Taiping , he needs time on his own.But puhhhh-leaaaaseeeeee.Since when he speaks truthfully to me? One word , BULLCRAP.
I've read you're blog (don't know why I did it) and I knew if it wasn't about you're scandals,it would be about him.You're "knight in shining armor".The one who gives his everything to you and made you feel special.I know I've failed in doing so,but who cares right?In the end,no matter how noble you are,no matter how faithful you are, and no matter how honest you are,it ALL DEPENDS ON YOUR FUCKING LOOKS.So I say , fuck that.I have wasted 3 years of MY life for this shit? FUCK YOU MAN , FUCK YOU.
You should know that I'm crying while I'm typing this.There was never ever any doubt in my love for you.But I guess you took that for granted too.You are trash.I regret the day I met you.
So fuck you , and all you're friends.I'm throwing out ALL of you're shit from my life.Goodbye motherfucker.
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